I think one of the most beautiful things about life is that, if you’re unhappy you always can one day wake up and change everything, how you dress, how you eat, how you treat others and how you think.
You aren’t tied down to one identity forever. You literally can be whoever you want just as long as you believe it.
If you don’t stop changing either for the worst or for the better (hopefully for the better)
You are not living
So if you’re having a bad day, month, year, etc.
Go and change! Liberate yourself.