All this time, I knew where you were. You thought that you were hidden from me, and that is why you haven’t seen me… Because you are so GOOD at being a ghost.
My dear, you couldn’t have been more wrong. I did no longer wish to seek you, that is the true reason you weren’t found.
I decided to summon your ghost. As it turns out as i wandered into the haunted abode where your soul resides… It was I that was the ghost to you.
I looked into your eyes and you had that pained look the one that you got every-time we encountered and to your disappointment I was still your love. I know, i know because i felt the same way every-time i saw you.
That is why I simply avoided you while you were hiding in plain sight, because I no longer wish to love such a pained soul.
However, This time in our belated encounter things were different. You became a stranger before my eyes an object in the scenery something easily overlooked. Before I could not shake your energy or presence. However this time… I forgot it completely.
Even I was surprised to realize only after i left, i didn’t even glance a goodbye at you…
You were my greatest love, my most pained love. I died a million times saving you, your name, keeping you warm… There was a time I almost told you, i would’ve changed my faith burn in hell if i could just spend the rest of this life with you.
I was so certain I would always be in love with you….
Yet I was wrong… This is the last ounce of emotion i have towards you and it’s disbelief. That the man I would have died for, gave up everything even my dreams to marry.
Has become an object, prop, inanimate object to my scenery…..
Yet all the times you hurt me, now I know you were only being cruel, out of love. Because one must be cruel to be kind.
Au Revoir mon amour. Cette fois pour certain au revoir.
The best way to get to know a person is not by what they say about themselves, but what they say about the world, people and everything else. So if you want to get to know me there is no better way than just simply reading my work. It’s the window to my soul.