I used to spend my days carrying a weight on my heart and shoulders
“Your weight”
Then in a winters evening while I was looking into a pair of green eyes and suddenly met by the most tender of kisses
All that weight flew off
Years of misery, pining, treachery, deceptions and games gone…
How ever in a short time those green eyes stopped staring into mine
After a few months of fighting for those green eyes to stare into mine
I did everything I could
Then I walked away.
A few weeks after my last departure i thought of you. Then I saw you. Although you made my palms sweaty and my heart race
There wasn’t any misery , anxiety and sadness that your presence subliminally brought me as you flashed me your best smile
For the first time I was in your presence and it wasn’t painful
Even with this radio silence I’m not in pain, I’m not suffering, not for you and not for green eyes
It’s the first time being alone doesn’t feel lonely, and there isn’t misery in your companies
The curse is gone
