My hair is longer now, it’s almost back to its original length
Before I had my breakdown and dyed it gray then eventually had to chop it all off
my hair is almost back to its original length
However the color will never be the same, my hair is naturally black but it’s been light brown for a year now
No matter how much I grow it out the light brown empowers the black
The lesson I take from this maybe there was never a normal to begin with maybe there was a pure untouched and then there was a corrupt
And despite me chilling out it will never go to its pure untouched stage the curls will never follow as they used to and the deep dark will never be quite deep and dark
Maybe people do shit to their hair when they have a crisis cause it sometimes is a reflection of their soul
In a way our whole body is kind of the concept in Dorian Gray the more people sin the more it shows on their person
Before I thought it was king far fetched but looking at my hair and my body now I believe it, maybe if I didn’t do half the things I did and got hurt in unspeakable ways I would be more preserved
But if you met me three years ago and you see me now a lot has changed
