you hold me tight
Love it when I dance with you
I’m not the best dancer
But your the best lover
I couldn’t imagine life without you
Is that what you wanted me to say?
Sorry I’m not prefect
Your no shiny prize either
I deserve someone better
I deserve the love of another
This isn’t love
Its something less deeper
Just not what I want
Better off as friends
Before we rip this thing called
As I lay cradled within my refuge
My craving for freedom grows constantly
The apathy comes as a great deluge
Behaving as such, never modestly
As days turn to weeks, I plan and prepare
For the day that I am liberated
Constant nothingness leads to my despair
And I become more and more frustrated
As my destiny approaches the door
My mental vigor continues to grow
But while I may have been stronger before
I will rebuild; to the world, I will show.
All of the pain I continue to bear
All of the joy in my heart I will share
Don’t know how to keep me in tune
Don’t know how to treat my sweet medleys
Seem to always play second fiddle
in a orchestra filled
with beautiful violins
I want to be a violin
But we don’t get what we want
I can become first fiddle
I need to find the right orchestra
With time someone
will hear my notes for what they are
Which is more than meets the eye
His blue eyes. The kindest eyes.
Muscles like no other and hauntingly, annoyingly beautiful.
A smile like no other and he makes my heart flutter.
I know your out of my league, I’m not a fool.
Yet so sweet and so many thorns,
I can see coming my way.
Just a crush. Nothing more.
A part of me thinks things like this happen for a reason.
The other parts tell me don’t be a fool.
Just stay friends play it cool.
But he’s stealing my piece of mind
And I have had enough.
Don’t fall for it I say.
Dangerous crush and yet hear I am writing this
Don’t be nervous. Wear that crown.
If he knows what good for him,
He’ll bow down.
It will be a tug of war since he’s already on my case.
So we’ll see what happens
In The Lord’s hands this takes place.