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Un complacency

So for the past couple of months I kind of have been shutting myself out from the world.

Alienating myself in every way and I also realized that’s not good for me or for my loved ones, because I’m hard to be around when I’m in the head space… so I’m going to take baby steps to come out of my cave and be a part of society again.

About two years ago I had back to back catastrophes in my life and my instinct was to retreat, however I grown complacent with this unhealthy state, confided in just one person and no one deserves carrying all that weight.

So I need to get it together… and be better and that’s what I’m going to do within the following months just find my better self again.

Stay tuned for a mass production of art and stories as I go through this journey of coming into the world again. Wish me luck ✨

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Secrets of the Notes

It’s crazy the amount of conversations that will never happen I write down In my notes. Books that will never be read, thoughts that will never be spoken, stories that will never be told.

I probably already created a million universes by now, broke up with you a million times, married you five seconds later, became a world famous author had three kids and a dog. Yet none will ever know

All hypothetical situations that never came into fruition hanging out at the palm of my hand… Only the virtual pages of my notes has experienced them yet will never tell a single soul…

How much I thought created, loved, laughed, lived inside my head day after day year after year never having the courage to bring it to reality. The secrets in my notes. How badly I wanted… everything and more.

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Surviving Childhood

I first started to write at the age of 9,

It was my escape from reality, living in a country and a place I never felt welcomed in, I decided to create a world of my own.

A world without so much pain, a world where magic exists at every turn. Everyday I would come home from school and write about me and my two best friends.

In my world we were princesses and when we got into fights they became witches, and when we made up the curse was reversed and they were back to princesses.

Where us three would rule our kingdom for all of eternity.

Do whatever we want, like eat loads of chocolate and stay up past midnight. It was really fun.

In my diary everyday was an adventure full of light…

Maybe I couldn’t apply the light to my real life back then; but in my diary it could’ve been a day where I went home crying because kids were making fun of me since I couldn’t speak English; yet at the end of the night I would sneak into my little world with my pen and paper, and have the best time of my life.

With my best friends, and thats how I survived my childhood.

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Weightless

I want to be weightless like a feather just floating in the world, gently lightly with only the wind to guide it

To fly into an ocean of clouds never setting foot on the ground.

That’s what I want to be so weightless just by being there I make everyone’s heart less heavy.

Not fame nor fortune, my goal in life is to be weightless and stress free.

Making everyone around me feel at ease.

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How To Love

I strongly believe we were put on this world to love each other.

To help each other out. If we could only let the the negativity be temporary, and the happiness and care be as permanent as the grudges we tend to hold.

Nothing bad has ever come out of love and warmth or trust and respect.

Instead of ignoring, out of spite or a wounded ego, communicate what went wrong, although we live in a seemingly monotone world not everyone thinks the same.

Don't fear discord, it's necessary to grow. Fear the silence.

Silence is the death of everything. Speak up, live and love.

Most of all forgive all the time.

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Breathe… and Believe…

When was the last time you laid in your bed, turned off your phone, turned off the world and just laid there by yourself staring at the ceiling and simply…. just breathing?

If you haven’t done it or it’s been a while, I recommend it…

You can find out a lot about yourself if you just allow yourself, to just listen to the sounds of birds chirping or cars moving maybe even your thoughts how loud and scary they may be just listen.

We often get caught up in the tasks, dramas, struggles, social expectations, etc. of the world and our daily lives. We forget…. about one thing!

Us as individuals, we forget about it, becoming products of our environment we forget, that maybe being unique isn’t such a bad thing.

Maybe we are all gifted and we aren’t just our goals, tasks, ambitions, struggles, dramas. But we all are Shakespeare, Van Gohs, Einsteins, Benjamin Franklins, We just need to believe in us.

Maybe one man/woman can change the world….

This… this isn’t about me. but mostly it’s about everyone, it’s about you.

It’s about us, learning to be brave, or continuing to be brave enough to be individuals, in a monotone world.

Life is never sad when you do what you want, when you want, how you want it. The only person is stopping you is YOU.

Best,

A visionary