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What Is…

I’m not sure what to write.. I had so many ideas before I got here. Now my mind just went completely blank.. However I love the sound the keys make when I press them and how they feel under my fingers as without looking I create words and stories. It’s as if somehow the universe…

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Un complacency

So for the past couple of months I kind of have been shutting myself out from the world. Alienating myself in every way and I also realized that’s not good for me or for my loved ones, because I’m hard to be around when I’m in the head space… so I’m going to take baby…

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Secrets of the Notes

It’s crazy the amount of conversations that will never happen I write down In my notes. Books that will never be read, thoughts that will never be spoken, stories that will never be told. I probably already created a million universes by now, broke up with you a million times, married you five seconds later,…

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Day 13 – Check

Do you ever just watch people? I know it’s a little bit creepy but incredibly entertaining, to observe what people do when they think no one is looking at them. People are so big on privacy but they reveal a lot about themselves almost every second Just like you may see a picture of a…

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Day 9 – rubix whatever

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH Is what I’m screaming inside as I silently lay down. Working with people is like a rubix cube sometimes. You think you’re getting somewhere but you’re actually making it worse Although I’m told to assume positive intent most people have a cold heart filled with jealousy hate insecurities So in this world I’ll be…

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Day 8- Rich white man

Sometimes I wonder, Would my life be easier if I was a rich white man, if I could afford to make you shut up If I could pay away my problems and use my sex as a power How easy must it be to walk away from your problems when your virtually untouchable When your…

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Day 3 – Glass Shatter

That glass shattering moment it’s real And it never stops happening throughout your life even when your 80 there will still be a moment where you’ll realize you been fucking up That you been absolutely delusional, and it will make perfect sense why so and so never wants to fucking talk to you again It’s…

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