Tag: feelings

What Is…

I’m not sure what to write.. I had so many ideas before I got here. Now my mind just went completely blank.. However I love the sound the keys make when I press them and how they feel under my fingers as without looking I create words and stories. It’s as if somehow the universe…

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Un complacency

So for the past couple of months I kind of have been shutting myself out from the world. Alienating myself in every way and I also realized that’s not good for me or for my loved ones, because I’m hard to be around when I’m in the head space… so I’m going to take baby…

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Secrets of the Notes

It’s crazy the amount of conversations that will never happen I write down In my notes. Books that will never be read, thoughts that will never be spoken, stories that will never be told. I probably already created a million universes by now, broke up with you a million times, married you five seconds later,…

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6.30.19

There was a time I had it all, I was one of the beautiful people, the one everyone wanted be friends with. Where I walked I walked as if I owned the place. I clothed in luxury, I was invited to everything even places I technically wasn’t supposed to be in. My days were filled…

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The secret to forever

Some say distance makes the heart grow fonder, well whoever said that was wishful thinking while they were waiting to get that text back… My dream in life is to find, that everlasting love. The one that doesn’t end or cause your heart to shatter into pieces. I been dating people since I was 14!…

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Day 3 – Glass Shatter

That glass shattering moment it’s real And it never stops happening throughout your life even when your 80 there will still be a moment where you’ll realize you been fucking up That you been absolutely delusional, and it will make perfect sense why so and so never wants to fucking talk to you again It’s…

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September Sorrows

Why do we always bring up the weather when we don’t know what to say? Is it because it’s something everyone can relate to for the most part. My favorite question to ask is “what’s your favorite color?” Why? Because most people don’t give a shit of what your favorite color is, to the point…

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Everything and Nothing

You’re my bestfriend The one I tell all my secrets too – At the same time – My worst enemy The one that cuts the deepest – Yet you’re my lover Who’s touches leave me breathless – Also my peace The sound of your voice soothes me to sleep – Most days my happiness At…

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Wishful Hope

I wish I had someone to talk to when things got too overwhelming, or someone who makes me feel special on days like this which I couldn’t feel anymore close to insignificant. On most days I don’t need this kind of company since I been going it alone for a while now, don’t get me…

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Anger

i think anger is worse then sadness, anger makes you question yourself makes you insecure.   makes you regret things that you shouldn’t regret. sadness it sucks but it’s a wound thats going to heal.   anger is deeper than that, it doesn’t just go away it becomes a part of you, it makes you…

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