Tag: journal

What Is…

I’m not sure what to write.. I had so many ideas before I got here. Now my mind just went completely blank.. However I love the sound the keys make when I press them and how they feel under my fingers as without looking I create words and stories. It’s as if somehow the universe…

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Un complacency

So for the past couple of months I kind of have been shutting myself out from the world. Alienating myself in every way and I also realized that’s not good for me or for my loved ones, because I’m hard to be around when I’m in the head space… so I’m going to take baby…

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Secrets of the Notes

It’s crazy the amount of conversations that will never happen I write down In my notes. Books that will never be read, thoughts that will never be spoken, stories that will never be told. I probably already created a million universes by now, broke up with you a million times, married you five seconds later,…

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6.30.19

There was a time I had it all, I was one of the beautiful people, the one everyone wanted be friends with. Where I walked I walked as if I owned the place. I clothed in luxury, I was invited to everything even places I technically wasn’t supposed to be in. My days were filled…

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Day 1 – Drama Free

Pro tips for a drama free life – burn sage – meditate – if you’re getting stressed about what a certain group of people are thinking or saying about you CUT THEM OFF even if they’re your “friends” real friends don’t have you watching over shoulder and feeling like you need to be on your…

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Sounds of Change

I like the sound of the car purr the lights click when you’re about to take a turn The wet tires on the ground Most of all I love the silence in between us Which allows me to appreciate all these other sounds Of us going somewhere, anywhere Not staying in the same place…. the…

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Little Fears

12/13/17 Hey babe, There are something you don’t know, actually a lot of things you don’t know about me… although you know more than most, there is still a lot you don’t know even though we spent every waking minute of the past two weeks together. Honestly it probably was the best two weeks of…

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Be Selfish

For the most part throughout our lives we are taught being selfish is a bad thing, and you should always put others before you in order to be a “good” and “considerate” person, this might not be necessarily true in all cultures and bless them for not having this mindset. In Western culture for the…

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Girl at the party

In a crowded room.. A party to be more specific, I would be the girl watching you. All of you….   Dressed to blend in, little make up not to draw too much attention, although on a occasion even then some people seem to notice me anyway. Usually envious glares from girls because I don’t…

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