Tag: journal

I’m Not White

The other day I made friends with homeless people, I was drunk. When I say that I don’t mean it in that way as if I made a mistake. It wasn’t I don’t regret it, I wish I had the same amount of courage when I am sober. We are all bias in a way,…

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Naked

I like being naked…. Carrying around no weight, of this world I belong to.   Even more having my hair wet with it’s waves, then just looking at the mirror at all my scars and imperfections, briefly reflecting on how I got them or better yet who gave them to me.   It’s nice being…

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Spectator

“I am watching you from across the room, although I am in plain sight, i’m out of view. Very still lightly breathing. Just spectating.” As creepy as that sounds,  have you ever just sat in silence, over hearing all around you and observing your enviroment. Just listening, you can learn a lot from the silence,…

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Keep the light on…

“Whats your greatest fear?” “Someone actually loving me….” Most people have fear of loving someone and not being loved in return. My fear however is someone loving me, completely, entirely and making sacrifices for me. 22 years gone by and i’d never truly felt that, although i’m an expert at loving undeserving people and dying…

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