Tag: life

Supply and Demand

You sir, You are not nice If you were nice you wouldn’t of left me to wander Asking questions and second guessing Everyone and everything If you were nice you wouldn’t of ruined love for me – If you were nice you would’ve Talked to me, before you left You would’ve said goodbye Most importantly…

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Day 13 – Check

Do you ever just watch people? I know it’s a little bit creepy but incredibly entertaining, to observe what people do when they think no one is looking at them. People are so big on privacy but they reveal a lot about themselves almost every second Just like you may see a picture of a…

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Day 8- Rich white man

Sometimes I wonder, Would my life be easier if I was a rich white man, if I could afford to make you shut up If I could pay away my problems and use my sex as a power How easy must it be to walk away from your problems when your virtually untouchable When your…

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Day 6 – Once Upon a Time

Once upon a time, I would chain smoke cigarettes before class keep a bottle of vodka in my locker then by a fountain drink and fill my cup with vodka instead I would party everyday of the week go into work hungover or sometimes drunk and not sleep at all, I would fall asleep on…

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Day 7 – A lot has changed

My hair is longer now, it’s almost back to its original length Before I had my breakdown and dyed it gray then eventually had to chop it all off my hair is almost back to its original length However the color will never be the same, my hair is naturally black but it’s been light…

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Day 5- you know what?!

I literally just woke up, and I put on one of my sexiest underwear and I looked myself in the mirror totally feeling myself Even though I gained some weight still feeling myself Then I stared at myself a little more and I thought man if only ____ could see this he would love it.…

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Day 4 – Water and Advil

Before you go consume alcohol always make sure to put water and Advil beside your bed Make your bed before you go out Pick up any mess And leave ur place with good vibes Your drunkself will thank you Although she/he may not deserve that much love if she is anything like my drunkself But…

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Day 3 – Glass Shatter

That glass shattering moment it’s real And it never stops happening throughout your life even when your 80 there will still be a moment where you’ll realize you been fucking up That you been absolutely delusional, and it will make perfect sense why so and so never wants to fucking talk to you again It’s…

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Day 1 – Drama Free

Pro tips for a drama free life – burn sage – meditate – if you’re getting stressed about what a certain group of people are thinking or saying about you CUT THEM OFF even if they’re your “friends” real friends don’t have you watching over shoulder and feeling like you need to be on your…

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