Tag: love

Un complacency

So for the past couple of months I kind of have been shutting myself out from the world. Alienating myself in every way and I also realized that’s not good for me or for my loved ones, because I’m hard to be around when I’m in the head space… so I’m going to take baby…

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Secrets of the Notes

It’s crazy the amount of conversations that will never happen I write down In my notes. Books that will never be read, thoughts that will never be spoken, stories that will never be told. I probably already created a million universes by now, broke up with you a million times, married you five seconds later,…

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What I want

Strong arms Soft lips you hold me tight — Love it when I dance with you I’m not the best dancer But your the best lover — I couldn’t imagine life without you Is that what you wanted me to say? Sorry I’m not prefect — Your no shiny prize either I deserve someone better…

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The secret to forever

Some say distance makes the heart grow fonder, well whoever said that was wishful thinking while they were waiting to get that text back… My dream in life is to find, that everlasting love. The one that doesn’t end or cause your heart to shatter into pieces. I been dating people since I was 14!…

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Day 14 – Go to Sleep

It’s amazing how peaceful someone looks when they are sound asleep Angelic almost Even villains look harmless when they’re asleep It’s the only time the jadedness they carry with them everyday melts away Once again inexperienced As if I got to touch you for the first time…

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Day 1 – Drama Free

Pro tips for a drama free life – burn sage – meditate – if you’re getting stressed about what a certain group of people are thinking or saying about you CUT THEM OFF even if they’re your “friends” real friends don’t have you watching over shoulder and feeling like you need to be on your…

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Sounds of Change

I like the sound of the car purr the lights click when you’re about to take a turn The wet tires on the ground Most of all I love the silence in between us Which allows me to appreciate all these other sounds Of us going somewhere, anywhere Not staying in the same place…. the…

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I Win

im depressed but, I don’t really have a reason to be. my depression is more of a chemical issue. where my rational and consciousness tries to fight this overwhelming feeling of hopelessness with logic. with stories of a magical life that I been living, one that people make lifetime movies about. logically although I do…

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Little Fears

12/13/17 Hey babe, There are something you don’t know, actually a lot of things you don’t know about me… although you know more than most, there is still a lot you don’t know even though we spent every waking minute of the past two weeks together. Honestly it probably was the best two weeks of…

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