Tag: ponder

What Is…

I’m not sure what to write.. I had so many ideas before I got here. Now my mind just went completely blank.. However I love the sound the keys make when I press them and how they feel under my fingers as without looking I create words and stories. It’s as if somehow the universe…

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Un complacency

So for the past couple of months I kind of have been shutting myself out from the world. Alienating myself in every way and I also realized that’s not good for me or for my loved ones, because I’m hard to be around when I’m in the head space… so I’m going to take baby…

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Secrets of the Notes

It’s crazy the amount of conversations that will never happen I write down In my notes. Books that will never be read, thoughts that will never be spoken, stories that will never be told. I probably already created a million universes by now, broke up with you a million times, married you five seconds later,…

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Page 2: Arabella

Rewind, before it got to this point…. There was love, happiness and sun. Arabella and Thomas we’re a match made in heaven. So perfectly did their hands intertwine, even the haters couldn’t deny their magic. But Arabella was a “whore”… Or so the story goes amongst the commoners. Thomas well, Thomas was a noble man…

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Change

I think one of the most beautiful things about life is that, if you’re unhappy you always can one day wake up and change everything, how you dress, how you eat, how you treat others and how you think. You aren’t tied down to one identity forever. You literally can be whoever you want just…

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I’m Not Ashamed

I’m not ashamed Of the things I done The things I said Whether in person Or via text I am who I am A person With a stubborn heart Universe in my mind Finding light in the dark Most in my place Wouldn’t show their face Once they realized their mistake However I face them…

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White Noise

I’m wearing clothes But I feel bare I can’t see you Yet I can feel your stare   Treat me like a child Ask questions You already know The answer to   Even though we are inside My mind is outside this room As I listen to is the birds Singing their soothing tune  …

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The grass is always greener

Today I had the luxury of spending the day with one of my closest childhood friends. At some point in our various conversations. One really stuck with me, to which she replied to an answer of mine. “I hate people like you..” in annoyance. The question she gave me was why I was always scared…

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Take the masks off

Ever stop to think… Who were you…? You know who were you before the world gave you your first scar. Because isn’t that what we are just a collection, of scars and memories. Our experiences doesn’t it.. set us apart in a way? So back to the question… Who were you before your first heartbreak…

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